What’s my station with Allah

“If you wish to know your value with Allah, do see where he has stationed you.. if He busied you with remembrance, then know that He wants to remember you; if He busied you with Quran, then know that He wishes to talk to you; if He busied you with obediences, know that He wishes to draw you nearer; if He busied you with this world, know that He wishes to distance you; if He busied you with invocation, know that He wishes to give you; therefore look at your state and see what are you busy with.. your station is exactly where He has positioned you. “
Sheikh Abdullah Al Haddad